Weigh In A Disappointment

I actually gained a pound or so. Although if the waterworks just before I left are an indication, I'm probably in the dreaded PMS. But it has just steeled my reserve. Cassie may be gone, I may have no one in my family to encourage me, but I have my TOPS chapter and I'm going to lose weight. I always lose weight between relationships and this will be no different. . .except that I am not going to let myself get back into a relationship that fails to sustain me emotionally and physically so that I turn to food for fulfillment.

That's all for now. Really tired.

Oh, Weight Last Night

was 310. The same weight I was when I got married. So I need to lose 60 pounds to get down to my low weight since I've been here, before I got fibro